It seems sometimes that life is rather boring, but not ours lately.
First it was our vehicles getting totalled and having to take care of all that. Then Josiah had to work on the furnace to get it going. Then it was my washer and dryer and yesterday they got fixed after being broken for a month, but then the furnace stopped working again. I was talking about this to Josiah, and he said at least we have the money right now (insurance money from the vehicles).
I keep asking why. I try to not let it stress me out, but sometimes I just do. Right now it is especially hard with the baby coming any day. I am emotional beyond measure. I might not show it to people, but on the inside I just cry. I just want to relax and have this baby and enjoy some time with my family before Josiah has to leave for a year.
This morning as soon as I woke up I took the time to lay in bed and thank God for everything that I do have. It did help me feel better. I know I have SO much, but when life comes at you full force sometimes it is hard to see the good. But I know God is in control and I want to rest in that. God knows I am tired and weary and just want to have this baby. He knows we live in a cold climate. He knows everything about my family and He cares and is watching over us.
I am going to go to church this morning and let Him minister to my every need. I know that I will be encouraged and strengthened by hearing His word preached and by being with my brothers and sisters in Christ.
Must run and get ready for church. Thanks for listening.